Sex is submission for me. They are the same act. If I am being penetrated, in that moment, I belong to the person using me. My brain shuts off. Things like having my body gripped and moved around help, being spanked or came on or covered with graffiti go with that, but when I am being fucked, I am an object that belongs to all cocks.

I can’t even pretend to be dominant. I don’t give a shit about my own orgasm. Desire is to be underneath someone who is using me to make their body feel good.