I really want to give up because no one seems to want to help me and I do not know what to do. I am terribly depressed and feeling more despondent by the day (the only time when I am not is when I am playing games).

Contact X organization? The waitlist is several months from now and they are full. Someone seems willing to help me? They end up going silent.

I am so tired and I doubt many people care about some random person on the internet.

Context: I live in central Florida, cannot drive, do not want to go back to college, have no friends that can help me near my area, and am not sure what to do. I only have a few thousand dollars for bus fares and I do not know where to go.

Additional context: I feel like I need to leave within the next few days because I can barely drag out my situation.

I bet this post will be mostly forgotten within a few days and people will just go on their way… I feel rotten.

  • Maeve @lemmygrad.ml
    3·
    2 months ago

    Young people with no material support who end up homeless often end up trafficked or self-trafficking. There’s no regular place to wash yourself or any clothing that doesn’t get stolen, and SA and other assault happens a lot.

      • Maeve @lemmygrad.ml
        2·
        2 months ago

        I told you early on. It was unwelcome.

        None of us who have been through it liked it, many of us would have used the empire’s tools to better advantage ourselves against the empire, had we the foresight. We didn’t, but we have hindsight. We don’t offer a bitter pill from hatred or wanting our comrades to fail. We offer it in hope you will surpass our shortcomings, and not that we may benefit from it, but that you may.

        • LeninZedong@lemmygrad.mlOP
          1·
          2 months ago

          Oh, I appreciate what you said at the end, but I am unsure what you mean when you say “it was unwelcome” (being homeless?).

          • Maeve @lemmygrad.ml
            12·
            2 months ago

            Wow. I urged you to stay in school. Do what you want. Accept the consequences.

            • LeninZedong@lemmygrad.mlOP
              2·
              2 months ago

              What? I genuinely was asking what you meant, but then you send me a message that comes across as aggressive.

              • Maeve @lemmygrad.ml
                1·
                2 months ago

                We don’t offer a bitter pill from hatred or wanting our comrades to fail. We offer it in hope you will surpass our shortcomings, and not that we may benefit from it, but that you may.