I really want to give up because no one seems to want to help me and I do not know what to do. I am terribly depressed and feeling more despondent by the day (the only time when I am not is when I am playing games).
Contact X organization? The waitlist is several months from now and they are full. Someone seems willing to help me? They end up going silent.
I am so tired and I doubt many people care about some random person on the internet.
Context: I live in central Florida, cannot drive, do not want to go back to college, have no friends that can help me near my area, and am not sure what to do. I only have a few thousand dollars for bus fares and I do not know where to go.
Additional context: I feel like I need to leave within the next few days because I can barely drag out my situation.
I bet this post will be mostly forgotten within a few days and people will just go on their way… I feel rotten.
It is a bit hard to do that when I feel like I have to move out soon while having no good options.
Your feeling of moving out could be a response to the stress you’re facing from being in your immediate environment as well. And nevertheless, always go for small things that are proven to work - like, some exercise, some cooking your favourite foods (it will help after moving out), some reflection, and a whole lot of time for yourself in general. Try not to go too long without a professional to help you, though.