Idk randomly dipping real hard this week. I don’t seem to be able to fix it and I don’t know why. It will probably pass in a few days, I sometimes get like this. Hard to focus, hppd acting up and partially dissociating. I just want to get back to normal like last week.

On the one had I’d love to be excited about the technology and on the other hand it is a privacy nightmare I know I will experience in my lifetime…

When tech reaches a certain point of adoption it is no longer optional for anyone wanting to actively participate in society. Try going without a smartphone these days for example, I did for a few years and I struggled with paying some bills, paying in popup stores that used apps for payment, managing certain subscriptions, communicating in platform specific chat groups (this is something you do out of necessity more often than you’d think…). Eventually, not having some level of BCI will probably not be an option anymore.

I really want to click things with my mind but I really don’t want people like Musk literally in my mind… Can I self host one? /s

I found one selling benzos the other day, honestly insane that they aren’t moderating this because it wasn’t even slightly obscured…

Like I know you can buh drugs on literally any platform, but a music streaming service? Feels too far.

Claude frequently finds itself pointlessly revisiting completed towns, getting stuck in blind corners of the map for extended periods, or fruitlessly talking to the same unhelpful NPC over and over

Me too bud… Me too…

Great in general, limited by back and neck locking up… Trying to do so many things but I have to prioritize literally doing nothing as my back and neck are not in good shape and so I am a bit sad I can’t do everything I otherwise could… For example if I study math it is like studying with an egg timer in my neck, so I can’t afford getting stuck on problems as it physically punishes me lol. But I get a lot of other things done, I just have to settle for surface level and not deep dives that require spending hours in similar positions.

Just came from the doctor so that’s on my mind right now. But it is all from a source of excitement. If I wasn’t loving what I was doing I wouldn’t be bummed out by not being able to do it.