The community can tell me if I’m just being a Debbie Downer, but… I think this comm is for discussing actually-existing leftist tendencies rather than irony-poisoned fanfiction. Dirtbag left bits don’t get a lot of traction here.

Okay, let’s look at your lemmy.ml account’s modlog, shall we?

you solipsistic fool

I’m going to kill you

Why are projecting your meanness onto us?

The only way to know which pride flag to fly is to put on the sexuality sorting hat. /s

Srsly though, you’re attracted to whoever you’re attracted to, and I have no reason to make anything of it beyond that.

For those unaware of the more active thread: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/6992992

It literally is captured in an active bidding war as we speak: https://www.sav.com/auctions/details/7073489/hexbear.net

I don’t think it had expired though. I think something more nefarious has happened.

1. Get diagnosed first before fretting about options.
2. Knowing you have ADHD doesn’t mean you have to take drugs. There are other options instead of / in addition to.
3. Honestly yeah it’s a hang-up you’re having. I’m familiar with it because I had a little anxiety about it, too. Psychiatrists & therapists are also familiar with it.
4. Maybe this helps a little: To the best of my knowledge, none of the ADHD medications have long-term effects, so even they were to “change you” in some way you don’t like, it’s not permanent, and will be gone in hours, days, or weeks, depending on the drug (hours, for most).
5. A book on ADHD may relieve your anxiety, because it’s so common that they usually address it. You might try Driven to Distraction.

Yup, it’s the Cassandra complex.

There’s the toots.matapacos.dog Mastodon instance.